Qing's profileKyo-Qing ~~心灵的避风港~PhotosBlogListsMore Tools Help
Photo 1 of 27

Kyo-Qing ~~心灵的避风港~

未来流浪者的space...orz~~
September 21

i is back

it doesnt matter how long i have neglected u as long as i dun delete u heehee, occationally i still come back to read u and laugh at myself
yeqing thinks that philo is good cos it makes me think, for the past 19 years, this is the first i have thought so much about life.
this coming week is recess week. but i have no feeling.
i dun remember when was the last time i watched movie, this is how no life i am. thanks thanks
6 weeks just elapsed like dunno what. seems like i have done nothing, achieved nothing, remember nothing for the past 6 weeks. maybe the only thing i remember is the frequency of me tearing increased exponentially. ya, the older i get, the more immature i get, the more easily i cry. and i cry over stupid trival matters. i admit that i behave like a child sometimes.
no wonder my tissue used up so fast. waste money
tuition is offically past tense.
yeqing is officially free on saturday.
....
 
 
byebye
 
 
November 16

开心就好

我已经3个多月没来这里了。。。A level 也考得差不多了。
这段时间里发生了很多事
好像有些事情在慢慢改变
情绪变化,起伏,比之前多了
难过,担心,傻笑,烦躁,不安,流泪,不知所措,胡思乱想。。。
 
不需要对一些事情抱太大的希望,尽力就好
反正会有路可以走的
门关了,就爬窗
没有蛋糕,肉包子也可以添饱肚子
应该不会死的吧
 
还有另外一些事情
不用管那么多,也不要想那么多,
开心就好了
我不烦恼了
也不要求很多
像这样就足够了
 
不要担心了


August 09

Secret

jay chou在记者会上说如果你一遍就能看懂结尾说明你很专业 ...
"当小伦以为找到出口,一切才正要开始" that's the key to understand the ending
then ending is not as simple as it seems
for what i have researched, it is supposed to be like this:
jay's dad told him abt what happened 20 years ago, and the picture  was taken on the day which xiao yu was supposed to die from an asthma attack. then jay knew that xiao yu died 20 years ago.
then he rushed back to the old piano room, and he tried to play very very  fast as that he could return to the past before xiao yu got the "secret" score. so that the tragedy would not have happened. and he did it. so when jay went in to the classroom and saw xiao yu, xiao yu gave a look that suggested that she didnt know him.
and because jay went back b4 xiao yu got the score, there would be no discovery of the "secret" score. so there would not be such a rule which states that only xiao yu could see jay. so everyone in the past could see him, and that's why he was able to take the graduation picture. so there will be no wondering about why classmates around him left a space for him.
and all he did was to save xiao yu. he changed the history, xiao yu did not discover the socre, didnt go to 20 year after, wasnt suspected of mental illness and dint not die.
and all the sweet stories we have watched only exist in jay's memory. no one else knows. because everything restarted again.
 
July 29

问题。。。

游戏规则:
1、被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案,传给其它若干个人,列出其名字,还要到这些人的博客里留言通知对方——你被点名了,被点名者不得拒绝回答问题,必需回答全部问题。完成游戏的人将会永远得到大家的祝福。当然没有完成游戏的也会得到祝福!
2、这些被点名的人要在自己的博客里注明是从哪里接到的,并且再想五个问题传给其它人,让游戏继续下去,不得回传。被点到名字的人将会得到大家的祝福,并且所有美好的愿望都会在不久的将来实现。
 我的问题来源是丛林http://lin05231121.spaces.live.com/

我的问题是

1.最终极的人生目标?

-做个开心的人

2.最近在读哪本书?

-harry potter 6 (不是 7, 因为要先看6才能看7)

3.希望几岁结婚?

-30 以前

4.最喜欢的水果?

-水蜜桃

5.认为理想的BF必备的个性是什么?

-成熟,幽默

6.喜欢爸爸还是妈妈?

-都喜欢

7.最喜欢的动画片是什么?

-小丸子,猎人,水果篮子

8.最喜欢什么牌子的化妆品?

-我还没买过啊

9.最不能接受哪个国家的人?

-(我很喜欢这个问题)越南

10.最希望嫁给哪个国家的人?

- 西方随便哪个国家,不是因为崇洋,而是因为生出来的小孩很美。

11。你觉得自己最大的优点是什么?

-开朗

12。你觉得自己最大的缺点是什么?

-粗心

13。到目前为止对你影响最大的人是谁呢?

-爸妈

14。最想去的地方是哪里?

-我没有去过的都很想去

15。最喜欢的颜色是什么?

-很多。

我的问题:

16。想做的职业?

17。想生几个小孩

18。现在最想做的事情?

19。现在最想对我说什么话?

20。喜欢上学吗?

点名的人:water, liar

 

 
July 21

oh..no..you are fired

oh no, you are no longer our teacher, i feel very sad when i am typing these words.
you have been a wonderful teacher who tried to enlighten us with your religious beliefs and life values...
you taught us to keep a open mind and be disciplined instead of languages, vocab, comprehension and essay skills because you said that GP is not about those, but about life...
we are indeed very grateful and i have learnt that we need higher input to yield higher output, which we didnt know before...
and i have not learnt anything about how to write a good essay because i know you wanted to save us of the troubles...
thanks for the enlightenment that you have brought to us, we will be lost and confused without you...
i also feel very sad that i am not one of those students that you have ientified to be having more capacities to be stretched...
if everything could restart again, i would very much want to be one of those, to go to church with you and be enlightened...
i feel so regretful that i forgot to erase the word "disgusted" on one of my scripts that i have submitted (title "i have a dream"), even though i didnt refer to the fact that i am disgusted by you (although it is ture), but you have acknowledged that by writing "equally" beside it. 
i didnt know you are disgusted by me, until i saw the anger in your eyes today... i am very remorseful to what i have written.
now you quit because you think that we didnt appreciate what you have done for us, everyone of us almost cried because we were either too happy or too sad. you thought it that way maybe becuase we were expressionless and innactive during your classes, actually, we were expressionless beause we were so engrossed in your engaging motivatonal talk. we were ispired and motivated after we walk out of the classroom. although we didnt learn a single bit of knowledge abt GP, we were willing to spend 2 and a half hour learning about life values every saturday...
the past 1.5 month has been the most meaningful time of my JC life, thanks to you.
just now, i saw you alone at blue tea, writing stuff and probably murmuring to yourself. i wanted to accompany you but i was afraid that you might think that i am mocking you. so i decided to leave you alone. it could be the last time that i saw you, but, i would remember you forever.
July 17

A: my first one and my last one for this BT

yay! at least i got one A =)
and unfortunately, i got one E =(
GP sucks...
bleh..
someone help me...
July 13

i dont want to get B for physics

i dont want to get B for physics, it doesnt mean that i want to get CDESU of cos...
so can i dont get B for physics...
dejavu lah, i have got 3 Bs so far for this BT, if i get B for physics, i will exactly the same results as C1 BT >.<
i want to GET A >.<
B for maths is okay becos the maths is DIFFICULT, although there are still zai people who could still get A, or even 97%...
B for computing is not okay, cos i screwed up section B which is not hard if i have studied...
B for econs is a bit sad, cos i wanted A badly...and it shows that i have gone downhill (zou3 xia4 po1) cos i got A for BT1...and this paper is supposedly easier than that of BT1...>.<
so generally, Yeqing is not happy abt her BT2 results...
its true that i have not worked hard enough, esp for computing, which was pang-sehed by me for other subjects...
so yeqing must mug more...so that she can be 命好,感动了天,就能一手遮天。。。
Fighting...SOON...
 
July 12

我也太随性了吧

真的是。。。日夜颠倒。爱什么时候睡什么时候睡,爱什么时候醒什么时候醒。。。
今天从6pm睡到11pm。我还能说什么。。。
July 09

mean

some people are just mean >.<
July 06

human nature

although it sounds selfish...but its just natural
people get upset when they know that their ex-es fall for someone else, even though they may no longer love/like that person, or they may be marrying/seeing/pah-tohing someone else. In desperate housewives, Gabrielle got super mad when she heard that her ex-husband was seeing Edie. she even gang-ed up her galfriends not to talk to Edie. and at the same time, she's engaged to another guy. i couldnt understand her when i watched the show, in fact, i thought she's some mad bimbo...but then, in reality, this is also happening, just that maybe, not as overacting as her... 
people are so weird that they do not want to see their ex-es dating someone else even though they no longer love them, tell other people that i have got over him/her, or are dating someone else ourselves... selfish, contradicting but true.... i witnessed two incidents recently and realised that Gabrielle can be understood now...
shouldnt blame the individuals cos i think this is just natural...
-----------**------------------
see, now i update everyday...clap clap